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You ask me why? I don't answer. there just ain't.
I've found me second calling. a real job that I love to do, that... I'm actually quite good at doing, and I'm happy when I go to job and when I come home. No.. it's not yet my real job, it's just a training thingie because I need to take these things in baby steps. It have been only couple years since I took control of my bipolar disorder and only couple months since I found working medication for my adhd so I need to e careful now.
OK, I better say right now, I'm not leaving art.. not even a little, still only reason why you ain't seeing so much new art as usually is that we are middle of moving to new apartment and I just .. bite my tongue and NOT MAKE ART.. until things are ready at new home.
But now I have found a job that I could do at the same time than I continue to do MY art, not your art or art for others.. but MY ART. I've written about it earlier, how, I felt I lost my self with the custom paintings and sculptures... I realized.. it's not me.. I am not meant to do custom order stuff.. You can order a sculpture of moose from me, but what you get is Moose sculpture that I MADE.. and you can only either take it or leave it.. I will not ask do you like it or what you like in it anymore. SO.. because of this.. I have to get back to real work somehow.. because I am not an idiot. I know that I'm not famous enough to get rich by my art.. and it's not even my purpose.. I just want and need to do art.
so.. about that job.. It's ... wonderful.. everyday is different.. there's challenge, my "boss" is awesome, and all what I am and know how to do.. is a great tool to be even better at my job. so.. what's not to like?
Now .. now I just have to find a way to get this kind of real job after my jobtrainee/rehab thingie ends.