I do that quite often I think... I think I do wonder much or even more and some might say even to much.
I don't know have any of you noticed, maybe some, those who've know'n me longer like relatives... well those of 'em who can read... read English I mean... or ... be interested my art life or .. my life at all. and .. I can't blame them.. they see it quite close anyhow.
oh I lost the thin red line again... it happens. it's the really reason why I don't even try to write a book anymore, even that my head is full of stories.. I can't stay in subject my thoughts jump from thing to thing and sometimes... weeeeelll most of times I forget what I was about to say.
anyhow.. I've tried to stay ... professional here.. write the stuff that happened in my art and be.. clinical .. but it's not really me so I thought I let you see my real wondering and wandering mind and write this the same way I usually write, when I don't even try to bother to make sense.
So I tried a new thing with my art. It began when I noticed that I had bought these funny markers from.. (if I would be famous here would be name of the store, or at least name of the markers but I'm not so I have no such kind of sponsors so I wont tell) ahm.. where was I.. hold on a second I must read what I've wrote to find my thoughts. oh em yeah. the markers.. or I'm not sure what those are.. something anyhow... I dried to draw with em...
they ain't bad but there's one fault.. or so I thought at first.. They dry really slow.. like.. really really slow. so It's almost like painting, and that's fine whit me but not when I want to draw. When I want to draw I expect my markers to dry almost in a second so I wont make a mess all the time with these, it's not so.. with these little suckers I have to draw a bit and wait almost hour for continue..i that ain't life... and I know life. I've done it a while. even that I'm not always sure what really happened, like today when.. oh no... we wont go there.. Oh today is Valentines Day, or as we in Finland think.. Friendship day. not so .. love love heart smush stuff.. more like.. Oh HI mate, let's get a beer... or like in our family.. Wife the light of my life made us pancakes at morning and I made us some... meat food that.. was nice. I did hug my wife... that's romantic.
where was I again... the markers... I left em alone for a while then, because... well... I though they suck.
but then I stared to draw something new and then I made a small mess with my fingers with that wet marker ink... and.. I had an Idea.. so I did it completely different that I was originally imagined that drawing in my tiny yet full of galaxies brain.
It's a Steampunk Dwarfcyborg.. not so awesome but I did learn quite a much with it. I'm not sure where that steampunk came from, most likely because my son's friend challenged me to do something such and I don't think I've ever done that so .. why not.. dwarfs are always my favorites and.. hell.. why not go all full throttle when started. dwarfcyborg... I think I'm till learning to use this ink thingie, but I like the way it work and I think it will be my new almost most favorite way to do art.. maybe it could be used like dropart too.. maybe I need to get like.. indian ink for that. don't know. I've tried ones that stuff and it didn't go well.. but hell I've learned so much since then and after the fact that I agreed with myself that art ain't dirty and it was ok for me to go for there... I've learned that my limits are in my own head... in art area. I don't need no freaking schools to tell me how to do this... it might help.. but after all.. if I can't even pass the "let's get in school" tests.. how easy it could be? ... I'm losing it again... where was I ?
I did two more of these marker ink thingies.. I show you one of those now. the second is so awesome that I will show it first to my Patrons in Patreon and.. make a video and show that video to my Patrons.. and then.. after that I let the rest of world see it.
well.. sure I went little extra there.. little cold to teeth and so.. but most of it is done with that freaky marker ink.
back with you again.